Sunday, June 05, 2005

Kawan
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Kawan Mara Ke Hadapan
Maju Bina Kekuatan
Hidup Mesti Tempuh Cabaran
Itulah Resam Kehidupan

Dunia Perlukan Pertolongan
Dari Generasi Sepertimu
Binalah Sifat Kekeluargaan
Untuk Mendapat Keredahaan Tuhan Yang Esa

Setiap Langkahmu Menjadi Ikutan
Untuk Generasi Sepanjang Zaman

Dunia Penuh Dugaan
Tempuhilah Walau Seorang
Biar Ribut Mahupun Taufan
Quran Sunnah Jadi Bekalan

Kawan Berazam Dan Bejanjilah
Akan Kau Kotakan Sabda Junjungan
Peliharalah Peribadimu
Peliharalah Ahli Keluargamu

Dunia Ini Hanya Sementara
Beribadahlah Sebagai Bekalan
Untuk Menju Hari Kemudian
Akhirat Jua Kekal Selamanya

Friday, June 03, 2005

SABAR.... sikit je lagi...
*dish *dish...


After PMR, I decided to enter Sekolah Teknik..
::Reason 1 : Influenced by my best buddies whom applied for Sekolah Teknik
::Reason 2 : Decision making was affected by my interest ~ MotoGP

However, it went the other way round...

::What had happened 1 : Both of my best buddies received an offer for Sekolah Teknik, one of them declined the offer but the other one accepted the offer, apparently it was not the same Sekolah Teknik that I received the offer from.

::What had happened 2 : My father discouraged me to take "Kejuruteraan Jentera [Mekanikal]", sebab saya "perempuan" katanya.. So, I took "Kejuruteraan Elektrikal dan Elektronik" instead.

What happened after that...
Form 4.
Insisted by a teacher, was appointed as the monitor to a class with a band of misbehaved students where the majority was the opposite gender.

Culture shocked. "Ulat buku". Anti-social.
Just could not be bothered.
Life went on.

However, later...

I started to like the course in the school. The teachers were so dedicated to their duties. If not because of them, I don't think I would feel belong to the school.
They gave full support, mentally and morally. Spiritually still empty. Some good friends stood by.

SPM came around..

Went to "toronto". Quite of the same thing like in Teknik repeated again.

SPM results came out.

Did not manage to get "good results", said my Pengetua.
Got demotivated.
Developed hatred in Electrical Engineering.

Got problem with my "Slip Peperiksaan SPM".
Written in it, "Calon Cacat".
It seemed, my whole batch in school were "Calon Cacat. Layak menduduki peperiksaan"

I wonder. One pre-requisite to enter sekolah Teknik is "no disability". But...

Then..

My father wanted to sue the school.
But alhamdulillah he did not.

However...

Allah sent me here..........


I just want to get through.. The degree is not for me to be an engineer...
The degree is for another greater occupation.

9 June 2005 - Electronic Circuit Design 2
21 June 2005 - Stochastic Signals and Processes
23 June 2005 - Control I

Kata2 hikmah kawanku... "Kalau mujahadah buat sesuatu [yang baik aa..] yang kita tak suka nak buat, insya-Allah dapat pahala..."

"Ya Tuhanku, lapangkan dadaku. Mudahkan urusanku."

Sikit aje niiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!! SABAR aaaaa....

Hadith Qudsi...
"............Sebelum kamu berdoa, Aku tidak perkenankan" [sila isi tempat kosong]